Sunday, December 25, 2005
4e9?
hey!!!!ok dis is lyk so belated...but it's ok...4e9 will always be in my heart...4 da past 2 years, all 30 of us hav been thru da deepest shits of allda mountains of shit in da world...heh heh...well here goes nothin...ooo...
fark it....
i hafta do dis sum other tym!!!!
screw dis.
renuka's black past on 10:29 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
aahh...noisy sec ones...
o my god...stupid sec ones...so noisy damn it....o my god i was jus reading my past posts n i realised wad a moron i sounded lyk..damn... these kids r bloody noisy...damn... friendster dun wanna open...oh well anyway..wadeva made me say i luv u-noe-hu...wad a moron...oh wellz...at least i'm over dat phase...now i dun feel lyk a moron anymore...wadeva...prelims overn life sux...cos i sucked...n my results sucked lyk shit...damn.. dat was bad...dunno how 2 go jc...but me n my pals plannin2 go m.i. 4 da 1st 3 months...juz 2 wrek havoc la...not lk we planning 2 stay deh...oh wellzzz..i'm so proud of dia, neesa, n nas...dey all did well la...keep up da gd work guyz..(damn... friendster still not on...)yup... so 4 i screw up again...i better hit my books again...damn... dis comp lab is cold...
renuka's black past on 10:30 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
hey.. hey... hey...
u won't guess hu i found on my friendster...
it's ok... keep guessing...maybe i tell u some
other tym...
anyway... my life's a complete mess.
yah i noe.. wad's new???
but i mean... it's lyk...
hiding so many things, dat i can't tell..
i feel weird...
i feel inferior to my pals...
u guys r so smart... dat's y i dun dare tell u anything..
i noe we won't be together nxt year.. dat's y i'm
behaving like dat...
i dunno how to put it la...
i'm not gr8 wif words la...
is deh such a thing as having wiyhdrawal symptoms b4 u actualli
withdraw from da thing?(i.e.my frenz...)
if there is... den dat's exactly wad i'm feeling right now..
i hope ya'll understand... i din mean to make ya'll feel
unappreciated...w en u told me dat i felt so guilty..
sori la guyz... i'm gonna come hug ya'll tomoro...
i miss our hugs...
*hugz*
hope neesa n dee r reading this...
if ya felt offended.. i'm sori...
realli i am...
*crap...weh's da damn tissue wen i nd it...*
renuka's black past on 12:20 AM
Monday, October 10, 2005
hahahaa... i feel da keyboard...
hey.. hey... hey...
u won't guess hu i found on my friendster...
it's ok... keep guessing...maybe i tell u some
other tym...
anyway... my life's a complete mess.
yah i noe.. wad's new???
but i mean... it's lyk...
hiding so many things, dat i can't tell..
i feel weird...
i feel inferior to my pals...
u guys r so smart... dat's y i dun dare tell u anything..
i noe we won't be together nxt year.. dat's y i'm
behaving like dat...
i dunno how to put it la...
i'm not gr8 wif words la...
is deh such a thing as having wiyhdrawal symptoms b4 u actualli
withdraw from da thing?(i.e.my frenz...)
if there is... den dat's exactly wad i'm feeling right now..
i hope ya'll understand... i din mean to make ya'll feel
unappreciated...w en u told me dat i felt so guilty..
sori la guyz... i'm gonna come hug ya'll tomoro...
i miss our hugs...
*hugz*
hope neesa n dee r reading this...
if ya felt offended.. i'm sori...
realli i am...
*crap...weh's da damn tissue wen i nd it...*
renuka's black past on 11:16 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
aiyah...life suckz...
aiyah... life sux so bad...wadda fark la?i mean... all dis while i knew i was gonne screw up my PRELIMS but still..i tot it wont b so bad la... i mean, i put in so much effort...yet.. i keep screwing up everything...i'm screwing up my life...doing things i never tot i would...about to do things i never tot i would...feeling in ways i never tot i would...life sux!!!!![shut up u 2 morons beside me...][can't u c dis human is pissed?}[stop discussing how pissed u r dat joel maddon is wif hillary duff][u'll never get him anyway... uurgghhh!!!!]oh my god...i'm so sorri...i din mean dat...but keep it down will ya?oh well... like i was saying...deh goes my hopes of going 3 months jc....how sia?to add on 2 my injury...my world keeps crashing down on me....friends letting me down....family letting me down....wen is dis gonna end?i need to get outta dis...i need to break away from dis cage....aiyah....anyway...let's c.... change topic la....OH MY GOD.do u have any idea wad a moron i am?i suck la... i swear...i lost my glasses...[dun ask how..]so now, i keep staring at everyone to c if it's someone i noe...[ u noe how singaporeans r... if u c dem n u neva wave, dey get so offended]den dat dae i keeo starin @ my crush...but i din noe it's him...i always realise hu it is wen it's too late...wah liau...now he probably noes i hav a crush on him...oh... i'm such a moron....life sux.[did i mention dat already?]
renuka's black past on 8:12 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005
gez hu's back? back again? ok la.. it's onli me...
actualli got more important things u noe!!!! gez wad? gez....
i juz turned 16!!!!!!! yay!!!!hey guys thanx 4 makin my birthday so psecial:dia: 4 da phone call!!! u din forget!!!neesa: 4 da call too... tho i had 2 go temple... u din 4get too!!! (n u were da 1st 2 wish me!!!)hem: u actuali came all da way down 2 potong pasir wif a box full of goodies! kinda lyk santa! thankz 4 da schnauzer!!! and all da chocolate!!!nas: 4got my birfdae rite? at least u msg me da next dae... min xin: 4 da sweet msg!!!mee-mee: 4 ur sweeet msg too!!!jia wen: 4 dat msg too!!! (i'm still waitin 4 ur card)shalini: i luved ur msg!!!jer: thanx 4 ur msg!!!n all da other angels hu msg me...ok la i noe hem was busy calling up everyone to remind dem it was my birfdae...she oso forgot until she called me up to go n study!!!! on my birfdae!!! psycho...thanx anyway!!! u guyz rok!!!n to end dat off wif beautiful ah-lien language:I LURRBBBBB EEEUUUU!!!! WOrSHXXX!!!! (thankz soh 4 teaching me dat language....) yup... i'm sixteen.. i'm legal!!! no more sneaking in2 cinemas 2 watch nc-16 movies... but still must sneak in 2 watch m-18 la... that's ok...heh heh...hey guyz... changed my no. again la... take note: 81102343 (i think so....) muz ask hem...she da one help me 2 choose...k guyz... actualli came online 2 check my blog, do dat stoopid sch survey n c hu's online...done dat already so gotta say bye... 'cos now gotta go bac 2 dat stoopid revision...PRELIMS comin soon like next week... in lydia's house now n she's insisting she's thinking aloud... dear... admit it u're talking to urself.. it's a sign of depression... admitting u need help is da 1st step to recovery...shit... it's no longer TGIF... it's SIF (SHIT! IT'S FRIDAY!!!)I'M SO SCREWED for PRELIMS... y must dey hav dem???? oh well... tata... *soz*sobz* dunno wen i'll ever come back online...
renuka's black past on 11:43 PM
hey....
hey... how's life ya'll... i turned sixteen!!!!
yay!!!! hey guyz sori... i change no. again...
no one wish me happi birfdae rite???
sobz... o well...
take note of my blog k?
www.lostsoul4.blogspot.comn my new no. 81102343( i think so...)
heh heh...
oh well gotta go now...
i got PRELIMS comin up...
good luck 2 all those hu's PRELIMS comin up...
n o'levels oso la....
bubye...o i muz use da new ah lien lang i learned...
i lurrbbb eeuuu!!!! worshxxx!!!
renuka's black past on 12:12 AM
hey....
renuka's black past on 12:12 AM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
i'm back!!!!
ok.. for like asuper short tym...my comp is like down so lyki can't go online...n prelims is like one freakin week away...which means i'm super screwed!!!!
haiz...tryin hard to get by....i'm in love.dunno wad dat realli means =Dbut i like dat person so much...haiz... i'm like in a phase dat most galsgo thru once in a while...it's so confusing...even my frenz r confused... but i swear i'm more confused den dem... haiz...haiz... wish me luck for my prelimz....i luv j*****.
renuka's black past on 7:33 PM
